wow.. the last blog was dated 25th sep.. wonderful.. 4 days since i last blog.. well mon and tues was a boring day.. nothing to touch on.. esp tues.. so long breaK!! had a hard time looking for formal pants also!! i hate wearing formal.. but too bad.. today gotta wear.. because of the SIt Club Commissioning Ceremony.. in short SIt Club Investiture.. hmm.. 2 of the OGLs selected in the first round didnt want to accept the post.. thus the president gotta reselected again.. and this time round i was selected to be part of the Executive Committee of the club.. i gladly accepted.. but still with double thoughts and mixed feeling since sunday.. went over to cousin hse last time.. suppose to wait for another cousin to come back.. coz he's suppose to bring back sumthing for me.. and guessed wat? he came back at 4am!! and i juz felt asleep on my cousin bed till this morning 11.30am.. i quickly woke up.. wash my face and rush home.. coz i was kind of like.. running late.. still lotsa thing yet to prepare.. and preparing my formal wear and stuffs like that.. came back.. iron my clothes.. bath.. and it almost time.. i took a long long time to get the shirt done.. i hate ironing shirt.. coz i'll really make sure.. there's not a visable line.. i'll make sure it's straight.. same goes for my sjab full-u.. oh yeah.. i spent a long time on the shirt.. den i quickly get myself done with my hair.. den went to pack my bag.. den i realise that.. i left my cam at my cousin house.. so after im done.. i went over to her house to pick the cam first b4 going back to sch.. luckily her house is only a street away.. if not i'll cry.. arrive at sch.. didnt want to join the rest immediately.. so went to fj for a drink with sharon.. den slowly slowly wayang over to the club room.. those pple there.. still preparing the door gift.. yet to get change.. den i realise.. haiz.. 'it's so boring..' den we stay there for awhile.. den accompany sharon to her Laos trip briefing.. envy.. she's going to Laos rite after our exam.. i wanna go~~ but no $$.. moreover.. not confident of my exam result.. gotta keep my butt firm in spore.. juz in case gotta sit for supp paper.. moreover.. those people going to Laos have to go for jab first.. so that's almost a no no already.. but still im interested.. haiz.. after the briefing.. again i didnt want to go back to join the rest.. so we went to canteen for break.. Recommending South Canteen most popular finger food.. 'poTato Wedges'.. after that.. den we went back to club room.. this time round.. the rest of the committee are dressed in formal wear.. including the seniors.. went for a short rehearsal on our 'special performances'.. den we head down to LTL3.. well.. generally for the whole investiture.. it was a little screwed up.. but seriously no one to blame.. firstly.. the Director and lecturers whom promise to turn up didnt turn up.. Secondly.. technical interruption... Thirdly... all the guests from the various courses didnt turn up.. thus the whole investiture.. seems very disorganised.. alot of hipcups.. but still everyone planted a smile on them.. after the investiture and photograph session.. everyone went up to the club room for a short meeting.. hairul.. The president was upset with everything.. he said that he's not a good role model for us.. all the seniors was rather depressed with what happened.. it's not a memorable 'last time' for them.. last time for them to stand in front to talk as us as seniors.. but no one is to blame.. it's something that's unexpected.. no one predicts that to happen.. and so.. for the first time.. i saw Hairul cry.. he had always been my role model in sIT club.. coz he's always so calm in whatever he do.. not only when he's playing or dealing with difficulties.. he handles everything in such a way that no party will lose out in the end.. i think he's truly a Leader.. seeing my role model tears rolling down his cheek.. my heart sank too.. and after that.. we feel that.. we should still thanks the seniors for their guidance along the way.. be it good or bad.. thus the 25 of us.. all went to handshake/hug them.. and 1 by 1 they give us their blessing.. den hairul told me something.. something which i think i'll remember for life.. somehow i felt that.. indeed he's a role model that i should look up too.. coz even when he seldom talk to you.. he really observe you inside out.. he see the potentials and capability in me which no other seniors did.. for that moments.. i was touched... i'm grateful to him for giving me a chance to prove myself to the rest.. at that instance moments.. the tears in my eyes came falling down the cheek.. shucks!! i cried aGAin!! i cant believe myself..and so.. about 50 of us stood there... listening to one another.. the seniors says lotsa stuffs abt their own experiences.. about how what happen to them.. after they were elected as exco.. they were being outcast by their frends.. and how much they sacrified.. and after that.. it's still photgraph and photograph.. den went over to EI lab to slack and rot..while waiting for one of the committee to finish working.. how funny.. we have student working as part time lab attendant there.. juz look after the lab and u get paid $5 per hour.. how nice isnt it? oh.. ei students is at advantage!! they can even scan their card and go into their lab after 6pm... it's so nice.. unlike mit labs.. so inaccessible..!! after that.. we all walk to the bus stop together.. and we parted when the bus came.. and here im here again.. earlier on.. i think i dun really have a good impression towards the SIT new excos committee.. but this time round.. today.. somehow i had a different impressions towards them.. it's unexpressable.. i dun know what changed my impression on them.. i hope it's changed for the better... and yes.. This is Another New Challenge in my schooling life...


*Mixed Feeling* Toast

ar.. today is 25th september 2004.. a day i'll remember always.. from today onward.. i'm no more "OCT Christina" but "Corp SO(6) Christina".. i'm a true blue officer from today onwards..stay up till abt 3+am last night to prepare all the souvenirs for my group members.. woke up abit late today.. and forget to msg kiah seng abt the change of the meeting time.. thus he waited for 2 hours.. oops.. sorry.. ok.. as usual.. i had to prepare 3 sets of outfits for today.. my SJAB full-u.. SJAb half-u.. and a set of home clothes.. suppose to be for disco night.. ok.. after preparing den went to meet jieying and fenmei for lunch also.. to pass jy some stuffs.. and then.. fenmei and i proceed off to fort canning to attend our Graduation Ceremony!! we had our POC (Pass Out Ceremony) at 'The Legends @ Fort Canning Park'.. it's a country club.. and i guess we're the main guests for today.. our presence really lighten up the atmosphere.. otherwise it's so quieT!! we gotta report at 2pm.. to do some preparation work as well as rehearsal on how we go up the stage and receive our certificates.. and where to stand during commissioning and stuffs like tat.. then gotta arrange in advance our position for photograph taking session also.. but in between.. really really lots of time wasted there doing nothing.. the Actual Ceremony started at about 7.15pm.. the arrival of guests.. den follow by speech by Chairman.. Chief Commissioner and Guest of Honours.. den presentation of awards to 'Friends of SJAB'.. committee members and instructors.. then it's our turn.. the Officer Cadet Trainee.. after which they announced the 6 Best and Outstanding Trainees from each division.. and yeah.. i wasnt one of them.. i had to admit that.. i didnt put on the beSt me thru out the entire course.. so of coz i wasnt one of them!! but anyway.. my groupmates was one of the recipent for the outstanding awards.. haiz.. after they announced the beST and outstanding trainnees.. we line ourselve around the ballroom and the 6 best and outstanding was commissioned on the stage.. whereas the rest was divided into 10 groups.. and commissioned by the 10 zone commissioners.. i was in the third group.. thus commissioned by the zone 3 zone comm.. i was still hoping to get commission by my own zone comm for you know.. i juz felt so blessed when my own zone staffs officer start walking in one by one into the ballroom to be seated as honourable guests.. becoz these are all the people that sees me grow up in sJ.. from a recruit to an officer today.. they are like my parents in SJab.. but too bad.. my names were a little too back on the list.. didnt manage to squeeze into the 2nd group.. and during the commissioning.. the zone comm wear the rank on us one by one.. total about 8-10 trainees per group.. den stupid committee.. played such a sad song.. it juz makes my mind wonder off to think about the past.. the day i joined sjab.. till i graduated from SEc sch.. life as an SNCOs.. the facts of attending officer course 1 year later then my fellow peers..but nevertheless.. this 1 year had not gone to waste.. for it makes me a better me in sj.. a more sensible me.. so many many things just came into my mind.. and shit.. i cried.. ok.. i cried.. so embarrassing.. i get so emotional.. and cry so easily recently.. oh no oh no.. gotta do something to it.. but tonight was indeed a enjoyable night... 25th September.. the day i got commissioned as a SJAB officer.. im no longer a sNCOs or officer-to-be.. or officer trainees.. i'm a full whole officer.. though i dun really like Officer Course.. but now to think about it.. i missed those days with my group mates.. and for goodness.. i cried twice in a night.. once during the commissioning parade.. and 2nd time.. while talking to the girls in my group.. after tat.. we juz hug each other.. oh.. so sweet.. i guess.. many peoples will not be able to experience what im feeling now.. but it's indeed a very true feeling.. and it always happen to me when i attend a course/camp.. whenever i get to meet and work with new pple..no doubt izzit NCOs course as trainees or instructors.. sec 3 camp.. camp bang.. camp eagles or officer course.. for that.. you really think and cant bear to let go.. those times that so many peoples from all over singapore coming together to work as a group.. tonight took quite alot of group pics.. we really let our hairs down to work..play.. and enjoy in unison.. and despite it's our graduation night.. we still repeatly sing those songs/cheers that we did during the course/camp.. and i guess... every single one of us.. even very badly wanna pass out as officers.. do also missed those time.. as these are all the peoples that accompany me thru the journey as a Officer Cadet.. the friendship of 6 months shall last a lifetime... i misS Tango.. Tango RuLez..


*Blessed* Toast

gosh.. it've been 4 days since i last blog.. time flies.. so i guess.. today's blog will probably be a short summary for the past 4 days.. well.. monday i was suppose to go for my AHN examination.. i was down with very serious flu.. and wat makes my day worst was... my condition actually worsen towards the end of the day.. i had no choice but still to go for my exam.. and i guess... the theory paper was pretty ok.. practical pretty ok as well.. i stick to my principle... choose the bigger slip of paper(there were papers of differnt sizes lying around on the table.. and we're to random pick our own practical question).. the ques i pick was a bonus ques.. it was a similiar ques we did during our revision.. and it's a very simple ques.. passing this exam is not difficult.. but the problem now is.. attaining that 80% which den u'll consider as pass.. result has yet to release.. we shall wait and see. tues is a boring day.. skip the first lecture.. and so.. basically lesson starts at 11 till 9.30pm for me.. had a very long break in between.. 4 hours.. and basically we juz slack in the library.. i have yet to fully recover from my flu.. so i took a short nap.. den went for math tutorial(a horrible experience.. the lecturer is picking on everyone..).. follow by my night class... i slept at 6am in the morning.. surfing net.. dl-ing stuffs.. and talk with my cousins and her shanghai fren.. her fren is so freaking kind to send me Wil latest MV.. im still adoring.. hahha.. wed.. suppose to be my free day.. but gotta go back to sch for 1 stupid AGM.. and i regret going back.. compulsory shit.. stupid hairul.. i'll never believe him again.. but anway.. i think the new SIT exCos list is pretty attrocious.. we shall see how well it works.. i start to work on my marketing report at 8pm.. all the way till 2am.. overall.. im quite satisfy with my report.. i hope i didnt miss out anything which i shouldnt.... stop in between to watch tv.. rest.. relax and stuffs like tat.. that explain why i took so long.. moreover.. was chatting online with pris as well.. she kept bugging me about that mystery guy in my blog.. and so.. i decided to come clean with her.. and so i told her everything.. most lar.. den jieying also kind of trash everything on the table and 'tang pan' with me.. she wants me to be mentally prepare with what im going to face with.. it's only a few more days to sat.. b4 the acting zone comm will annouce the new structure for the zone.. she want me to learn to be a more responsible person.. and so i go to bed with a very tired and confuse feeling.. thurs.. overslept today again.. and so.. i skipped all the lectures today.. and went for my marketing lecture only.. alicia and john are so busy with their game.. to bother about me.. and so.. i was on high alert thru out the entire lecture... and wow.. i got a A for my marketing paper.. 34/40.. woo woo ~~~ hooray.. at least i didnt let myself down.. but it's quite an easy paper lar.. somemore with guidelines given.. so nothing to be proud with..after my marketing class.. went down to kaki bukit with li er to replace my pen drive.. not very stable.. and thanks to that technician.. for directing us with the wrong service bus.. only bus number 15 and 87 reaches there.. and he told us bus 70 can reach also.. and so.. we left the school at 2+pm.. and we reach the company at around 5.10pm.. thanks.. in between.. we juz took 70 from yio chu kang till lavender.. den we tot we miss eunos mrt.. we took the underpass to go over the other side and take 70 back again.. den li er went to check with the bus driver... den we realise 70 dun service to eunos mrt station.. so we alight at paya lebar mrt station.. took the train down to eunos.. den transit with bus number 15 den we reach the company.. and that technician is honest enough to own up and say sorry for leading the wrong direction.. we stay there for quite awhile.. coz they're quite professional.. to check thru the new pen drive b4 handling over to us.. it's a one to one replacement.. so now i've got a new pendrive!! after tat.. took 87 back to hougang mall to take 161 b4 i reach home.. today is a tiring sick.. im still sick after the first bus ride.. that bus sucks.. make me sick.. we almost puke!! reach home liao.. den chiong to bath and chiong my video.. 933 hits award and the 9pm drama series that alicia recorded for me.. but i've yet to finish it.. den the prince in my house.. wanna record new show!! *angry* and i guess... my day ends juz like that.. tomorrow gotta be a new day.. lab starts at 8am.. and im wondering.. what time i'll reach.. after that.. going down to esplanade for chocolate fondue den projeCT!! enjoy.. enjoy.. enjoy!! Looking forward to my officer course graduation on saT!! at fort canning... :)


*missing him* Toast

oh shucks.. im blogging for the sake of blogging again.. these 2 days is a pretty boring day!! ar.. i haven been getting out of my home.. until last night.. these 2 day.. i juz sleep quite alot.. sleep till late late afternoon.. yest.. 4pm.. and today 5pm.. i think im really tired.. but sleeping so much didnt seem to lighten my dark circle.. these 2 days actually wanna turn up for sj activity.. for yest.. wanna go back to sch to see how the farewell parade is going on.. and today.. Yuying is receiving award.. we got the 10th position in the entire singapore for fund raising.. hey.. is entire singapore ok!! so it's pretty much of a achievement for us.. but still.. what's the point of all these? we still gotta face the reality.. the transfer cases.. everyone are of low-morale recently.. to the extend.. i dun even really dare to go and talk to my superior.. this sucks.. but anyway.. these 2 days.. im really too tired to wake up and attend sj activity.. i wan a BREAK!! but last night went over to my cousin place.. to watch those Wil clips that she've dL-ed.. oh gosh.. it's grEAT!! it really lighten my day.. and i was luffing away most of the time meh.. and i think.. im really getting to Love him more and more!! oh.. he shall be role model for my bf/hubby.. even to stay single till the last day of my live.. i still gotta look for someone with characterSs he posseSS!! wahha... im loving him... he's such a homely and family boy!! arg.. i LOve HIM!! (dear friends and buddies.. my birthday is coming.. PLEASE wrap him up in a gigantic gift box and give to me as my 18th birthday ok.. den it gotta be the most memorable birthday i had.. my 18th birthday!!) went back home at 4am this morning.. my cousin send me home.. even though it's only a street across.. but it's still dangerous.. and im still laZy.. wahha.. ok.. as usual.. woke up real late today.. watch tv all the way.. and only until 8pm den start to bug into my notes for my exam tml.. my home nursing exam.. both theory and examination.. and no way am i going to fail it man.. or rather.. i wun allow myself to fail this course.. well.. i still have a long way to go for my revision.. and i shall go continue with it now.. meanwhile.. i shall smile to myself.. at the thought of *hIM~~.. huGs & kiSSes to *hIM.. muAcKs..


P/S: No one know the title of the song that Sylvester Sim sang during the wildcard espisode?

**oh yeah.. im learning to be more ambitious and i guess.. i'm kind of now.. a girl with full of ambitions.. cheERz on...**

*Love Wil* Toast

today is a boring day.. as usual.. woke up late again.. lab suppose to stary at 8am.. but i reach at around 8.45am.. li er and evelyn no better.. 8.30am.. and alicia.. 9am.. see the pattern there..?? had our usual.. boring and freezing lab.. in between walk around to fool around also.. was talking with alicia.. meanwhile browsing thru sg idol webby.. oh.. i love the smile on sLyveSTer SIM!! e smile on his face is gorgeous.. ok.. at least to me.. i love people who smile.. hee hee.. i think last nite is the first time i watch sg idol.. walk halfway thru only.. lucky im able to catch benjamin perform.. he's nice as well.. he got his own charm.. while sylvester got his own charm too.. sylvester definately dun look like he's around 23 ..24.. and alicia said tat.. he's a bartender.. ar.. i wanna hunt down his work place.. and oh yeah.. if anyone happen to know the title of the song he sang.. leave me a comments.. best still if u have the song.. send me over msn!! he sang so weLL!! wahha ok.. back to my lab.. boring.. ok.. den after lab.. was a hour of mATh lecture.. basically juz slack thru there.. as usual.. i nv pay attention during math lecture.. and alicia and guys is kind enough to change the venue of their lunch from raffle place to food junction.. knowing i wun be joining them.. nice.. had our lunch at fj.. and went home.. had a very bad experience with stahub today.. they terminate my sCV and max online because of $16.45... how ridiculous it's is.. i call them up.. and they said that.. my bill is 2 months overdue!! how could it be.. my mum juz pay $100 few days back.. and she pay every month!! and they say that.. i have to settle the remaining $16.45 b4 they resume my service.. a bunch of arsehole.. and ok fine.. i make my way down to hougang mall to pay $20!! and came back.. call them up.. demand them to resume my service asAP.. and they tell me.. they will post a reconnection fee of $10.50 on my next bill.. really is F man.. what the hell.. everything to them is money.. and they juz act w/o sending reminder!! well.. i came back home...and i uses the internet for awhile.. till 7.30pm.. den i decided to sleep for 45 mins den wake up to watch my 9pm show.. but i overslept... i missed 40 mins of my show.. ar.. hearT pain.. damn it.. i took a bath after the show.. and here i'm.. as usual.. in front of my com.. blogging and reading again.. hehehe... tml i think i gotta make my way down to yuying to settle some issue.. oh shuck.. i juz had a talk with jy.. i hope.. i did remind her of all the consequences she could be facing.. i hope so.. hope she really thinks it thru.. something came cross my mind on the bus today.. juz when i wanna make myself a better person in life.. by diverting my attention into sj.. coz i know.. this is the only way.. which im really proud and confident of myself... it's a place for me to shine.. and juz when im about to graduate as officer.. i realise that.. my 'career' in sj might be coming to an end soon.. dunno how true it is.. but could be.. im soring... juz like the other officers... and it's about him also.. i think i really begin to see things in a different view.. though it's impossible to totally forget him.. but i guess.. im more into accepting him as a normal fren now.. rather than anything.. or anything more than that.. after all we're always frends.. juz that he's of a more special status... a special fren..

hoPe my life continue to GLow.. like the fireflies under the gaLaxy...


*Thoughtful* Toast

hmm.. today woke up at 7.45am.. late for school again.. as usuaL!! missed the first ELQ lesson.. suppose to have equiz.. but i tot was next week.. but anyway.. i attempted the quiz upon reaching home.. hope it's still counted.. school was pretty boring today.. java lecture.. p&c lecture.. follow by marketing lecture.. oh no.. so many reports n projects duing soon man.. next week shall be marketing report.. 20% weightage.. and the following week will be most of the projects n presention.. sTress stRESS.. oh no.. gotTa start with my phrase 2 ASP project soon also.. otherwise.. it'll be landed up like shit again.. came back home rite after maketing class was dismissed knowing mummy is at home... it's pouring cats and dogs for the entire day... i really like marketing.. with how flexible it is.. but the thought of having to sit for written test exam.. and the other elective no need.. make me kind of turn of.. unbalance... attrocious!! but nevertheless.. marketing is still fun.. and i'm still aiming for a B for the overall grade.. marketing common test grade yet to be release.. and shucks.. i tot i could at least score a C for my week 8 java test.. but who knows.. a D again.. saD.. nvm.. that shall motivate me to work harder!! came home... rest for awhile.. den sit in front of the computer.. and start doing my equiz first.. b4 i start reading online novel again.. i'm loving it.. actually i dunno if it's call novel.. basically.. it's juz some love stories.. that pple pen down on a webby... i enjoy it.. and yeah.. i had a damn delicious dinner today.. brown rice porridge.. stir-fried mix vege...steam fish... and honey pork rib.. i guess it's partly becoz of the freshness that i'm enjoying my dinner so much~~ but most importantly.. is becoz... it's the family warMth..sitting together with mummy n daddy.. quite some time since we last sat together to sit.. gotta wait till mummy at home den got such opportunity... wow.. felt so homely.. out of a sudden.. family and frends had always been so so so important to me.. but it's juz something that is felt in the heart.. and not to mention... This is Home..


*Homely* Toast

nothing much to blog today.. blog for the sake of blogging.. woke up at about 4pm today.. had my 'BRanch'(breakfast+Lunch)..den online clear mailbox.. read online novel all the way till 7.30pm den set off to meet my officer to pass her the promotion forms.. shucks.. my promotion forms was rejected by our zone.. reason being.. mulitple corrections.. but i dun remember we cancel anything or what.. and worst still the form of all 3 of us got rejected.. due to same reason.. something is behind this.. went over meet her.. den went to popular buy my ink refill... seriously need a pen that can work man..!! den while im on my way back to the interchange.. i saw my cousin and kat together with zhonglong.. so we decided to go eat dinner together.. and we went KFc.. went home after that.. had a bath.. den watch the sch beLLe n beAu for NAFA... and here i'm here.. blogging.. well.. that's all for today.. nuthing much.. tml lesson starts at 8am.. ELQ!! sianz.. and yeah.. i shall blog abt the day 2 of my trip tOMORROW!!


*Slack* Toast

well.. today's blog gotta be a extremely long 1.. coz gotta blog abt my day.. as well as my HOliday trip during the weekend.. and so.. this is indeed a very fruitfull update for my readerS!! wow.. i shall first start with my day!! enjoy!!

14th September 2004
woke up at 10.45am today.. den start preparing to go sch.. skipped the first 2 lectures.. initially wanted to go sch at 12pm to attend the stupid eLQ lesson.. but received a call from Alicia at 11.46am.. saying that there's no ELQ lesson from today onward!! and they said that..they wanna meet me at aMK for lunch instead.. bobianz.. we've got a 4 hours break b4 the next tutorial. and so we went to aMk.. after selling her hp.. we went for lunch at pizza hut.. den went to look for the guys from my class at the arcade.. den was stuck there for awhile.. and i think i play 6 games of Daytona.. cool.. long time nv play already.. and im PROUD to say that.. i'm the fiRSt for the entire 6 games(counting from the back).. :P.. after the daytona game.. we went to KPool to play pool of coz.. but i didnt join them lar.. i juz sit there and watch.. was in the wrong attire today.. so chose not to play.. juz in case.. i zOu Guang.. hmm.. and these peoples.. play until so high.. play until wanna skip math tutorial.. and end up.. the 12 of us skipped maTH!! for once i was unwilling to do that man.. but for once also.. i almost skip my night class.. wahha... the total strength for my class was 22 people.. and so.. u can see.. w/o the 12 of us.. how many pple actually turn up for today tutorial.. and not forgetting to say.. out of the 12.. there's only 4 girls.. and yeah.. im one of that 4.. and yeah.. after the pool games.. went back sch for dinner.. den meet up with FM and Lina to pass them some SJab forms... den went for night class.. and oh yeah man.. for once i'm so proud of myself.. i managed to complete today lab w/o any single help!! even alicia was lost!! *PROUD PROUD* i'm a proud and cocky arse.. wahhaha... and after my night class.. came back home.. and here i'm.. juz finish drafting a email to the entire people in zone 2.. that's a very tedious work... im tired... i shall now proceed on to update u guys with my kotA trip!!


11th September 2004, Saturday (Day 1)
well.. we met up at about 8.30am in the morning at my cousin void deck.. they are extremely late.. they came down at about 9am.. and it's only when i sms them.. telling her.. i've been sitting in the void deck for very long already.. well.. my cousin together with my 2 nieces came down.. (fyi they leave only next to each other.. and both my nieces are older than me.. one 19 years old and the other is 22 years old).. we had our final check at the void deck den we realise that.. my dear cousin had forgotten to bring her mini-speaker despite of the many reminder from us.. and since i'm a music lover.. i cant do w/o music when im sleeping at night.. we've decided to go up and dig for it.. we went up.. search her room entirely.. but cant find.. we gave up.. and so we went down to took a cab to woodland checkpoint.. at the woodland checkpoint.. very good.. everything clear off very fast.. and the custom officer look at my passport.. den at me again.. hesitate for awhile.. b4 asking me if i'm the person in my photo.. i reply with 'yeaH' and she tell me i gotta change my photo.. bobianz.. i used to be soooo cHUBBY... and not forgetting cuTE.. but now.. 'young gal 18 change' change until nice nice le.. hohooh.. ok.. we clear off to JB custom chEckpoint.. we walk from woodland checkpoing to JB checkpoint.. verY hot.. but not bad lar.. nice.. and my bag was heaVy.. JB Checkpoint sucks.. those custom officers there are very inefficient... low productivity... we've been queuing for like.. 30 mins or so.. and it was so CROWDED there... so freaking HOT!! they had air-con set there.. but it's not on.. the Fan is not working either!! so u people can just imagine how stuffy and hot it is in there.. everyone was fanning themeselve.. and complaining!! and of coz i complain the most out of the 4 people who went!! and when it was my turn.. so funny!! the custom officer even got the cheek to ask me.. how long have i been queuing.. aTTROCIOUS!! ok.. after everyone clear with the checkpoint.. we went to the money changer to change money.. den we took a cab down to Kota Tinggi.. and on our journey there... the taXi driver is nice enough to stopby a petrol kiosk to let us shop for some dry food stuffs b4 we get there.. as he has warned us to buy more food to bring over.. coz the stuffs selling over at the resort is very expensive.. and so.. we each grab afew packs of chips and bottles of drinks.. den we went over.. when i reach at the resort.. i was wowing all over.. aMAzing.. it's not very disappointing.. quite nice eh.. indeed in rainforest resort.. very nature like.. very woody as well.. almost all the furniture thers is made of wood!! hmm.. and yeah.. we check in already.. den we laze around for awhile.. b4 we get change into short.. and cycle our way to the famous 'Kota Tinggi Waterfall' which is like 16kn high or sumthing like tat.. it was a long way there.. the receptionist still say..'oh very near only..' what the hell.. with reference to the map.. it's abt 3kn apart from out resort... but with all the upslope.. i was breathless.. and i think it's more than that.. but it's ok.. the road juz seems like a endless road.. u cant see what's in front of you.. so u can juz cyCle and cYCle.. but gotTA be aware of the coming vehicles.. basically we just joke and lame around during the entire journey to the waterfall.. and we kept taking self pics while we cycle.. and when we're almost reaching to the waterfall already.. there's ALOT of monkey ahead of us.. we juz stopped there and think what to do next meh..they look like they're about to jump on u anytime.. lining in a straight line in front of u.. and u cant possibly juz speed across... JUST THEN... a car..VROOM~~~ speed past us.. and all the monkey juz ran to the side of the road.. and we decided to speed across just like what the car had done.. and yeah.. we did the same.. the monkey stay put.. i bet those pple reading this blog muz be thinking.. 'Bobiaoz'.. but it's really funny at that time.. and yeah.. we arrive at the waTErfall.. gotta pay RM2.50 for the entrance fall.. we went in.. park 'our car' at the 'carpark' den juz walk towards the waterfall.. i was expecting and imagining it to be a very beautiful.. very huge and tall 1.. just like what we see in the tV!! BUT!!.. it's juz a normal one.. not very big.. and we just stood there for awhile deciding what we can do there.. den we decided to climb the stairs up to the highest point.. we did.. and there's less people there.. compared to the lower ground.. lotsa MALAYs~~~ and oh yeah.. we decided to go into the waterfall and enjoy!! den we went into the water.. it's so COLD!! the water is very cooling!! and of coz i juz submerge myself totally into the water.. xCEpt for my head lar.. and one thing to peifu ourselve is... initially we're hesitating to go into the water.. becoz we didnt bring any clothing along.. and yet we're there.. totally inside the water..!! and yeah.. we took quit a few pic in the water.. but unfortunately.. i cant post it up here.. i dun have the appropriate programm.. and yeah.. we hang around for an hour plus or so.. den we cycle another 3km back to our resort.. when we're collecting our bikes from the carpark.. we realise that.. there quite alot of spore vehicles there as well... this time round when we arrive at the area with lotsa monkey.. we saw sumthing groSS.. one of the monkey was crash... it head was burst.. so now we can see how reckless those driver are..poor monkeY!! we decided to go back to our resort first to check with the receptionist for the nearest shopping mall to shop for more grocery.. because we're so hungry.. and our dinner will only be serve at 6.30pm... the receptionist told us that.. the nearest supermarket is in the town area.. and it's going to be very far.. and it's impossible to reach by cycling.. and if we call cab in to fetch us there.. we gotta pay RM20 for 1 trip... which is damn boliao.. not worth it..but another auntie tell us that.. it's very far.. abt the journey to waterfall like tat..and so.. we decided to challenge the limit.. cYCLE there... cycle cycle.. until abt 3km also.. we still dun see any building.. den we decided to stop a empty cab to check with the driver and possible.. take a can therE!! waha... and so we did.. and too bad the cab is too small.. cant accomodate all the 4 bikes.. and so.. we left our bikes next to a office compound.. and it's very open!! very veyr open!! anyone can juz come and take our bikes away.. but we cant be bother..we bargain with the uncle for the cab fare and fix it at RM2 per person.. so that cost RM8 for a trip.. and RM16 for a to and fro trip.. we hop on to the cab.. and went to shop shop shop... the another reason for a need to shop is also becoz.. it's my niece 22nd birthday.. so we wanted to get her a cake.. when we're done with all my stuffs.. we hop on to the cab and get back to the resort.. and there's sumthing i wanna comment on.. the cakes there.. are all so ugly.. it's very very horrible.. in spore.. the cream cake are all in very nice and pleasant colour.. like pink and purple..white.. but those over there.. all bright yellow.. bright pink.. birght purple.. BLue.. eTc ETc.. 1 look at it.. turns u off.. and u might juz have the tot that..juz by eating those colouring.. u might not be able to get back to spore.. it's so groSS.. and so.. after much consideration.. my niece and i decided to buy a swiss roll instead.. it looks better.. and yeah.. the 4 of us took the cab back to where we left our bikes first.. den we collect 2 bikes and put at the boot and my niece and i went back to the resort by cab.. and the other 2 rides back.. and we purposely wait for the other 2.. along the main road(fyi.. from the main road to the entrance of the resort is abt 300m).. den we spilt our stuffs.. and cycle back in.. act until like very cool like tat.. wath far.. is not far at all.. and the male receptionist was stunned for quite a while when he saw us.. he cant believe that we actually manage to cycle to the town and come back here.. everything was shown on his face..he couldnt speak.. and we juz luff our way while wallking to our room.. my 2 niece went for a 15 mins swim and my cousin went to sleep.. she's sooo tired.. i wanted to go for the swim also.. but too bad i didnt bring my swimsuit.. and so.. i stay in the room.. we eat.. rest.. den go for our dinner at 7pm when the kitchen assistant came to remind us when the dinner is suppose to start at 6.30pm and she didnt see us around.. it's steamboat dinner for goodness sake.. but not really alot of things to eat.. but still it didnt taste so bad.. after our dinner... we set off to watch the fireflies.. i was very excited over that.. basically.. i agreed to come kota is because.. i've nv seem fireflies b4!! and the tot of recalling the drama tat fann wong n thomas ong casted few years back when i'm in pri sch.. im so eager to see it for myself.. the car rides from our resort to the place was abt 10-15 mins.. upon reaching there.. i knew that we gotta took a boat ride.. and so we put on the life jacket.. i was still excited.. until when the boat start moving.. den i realise tat.. the entire viewing session is really only viewing session.. u only get to see.. and still see.. unless u're lucky enough to have a fireflies flew past you.. and u caught it in ur hand.. we're about 5m apart from the grove.. that's where the fireflies are.. so basically it's juz like seeing those lightbulb blinking on the xmas tree... i almost fell asleep looking at those fireflies.. and that's when i decided to divert my attention on the stars instead.. im beginning to love the sTARS even more..wahha.. the entire 'eye power' session last for abt 45 mins or so..
den.. we head back to our resort... 1 thing i gotta comment on was.. the stars are really beautiful!!! very very nice.. im juz like a little gals there looking at the stars.. i think i look at the stars more than looking at the fireflies.. it juz look like a star galaxy!! BEAUTIFUL!! it's beyond my dictionary to explain it.. ok.. we went back.. bath.. the bday gal was sick.. down with flu.. but we're trying very hard to keep her awake till 12 to countdown for her bday.. and so we play stupid game.. we realise that we've bought too much water already.. and so we went to get some ice from the kitchen and drank up all the volka we bought at the super market.. after that.. we decided to play some song guessing game.. and those who guess correctly the song title can arrow pple to drink up those stuffs.. basically we juz fool around.. and make noise.. since there isnt too many people staying in the resort.. and so it's our responsibilities to lift up the atmospere!! the game didnt last long.. it's too stupid to last long.. not long after.. e bday gal went back to sleep again.. den the 3 of us.. sit oursite our room..(there's bench available)and they starting talking about relationship!! wat e hell meh.. but i didnt comment much.. i juz kept quiet... and look at my starS!! we stay up until it's 12.. den we prepare the cake... sing her bday song and cut cake.. den hang around for awhile.. b4 we all get back to sleep.. afterall it's a tiring day.. everyone was tired and aching all over due the the bicycle ride.. and yeah.. i am proud to annouce that.. i cycle 9km.. it's a brand new record for mE!!! after which.. we all went to sleep!! all 4 of us down with fLu on that night...


P/S: i think this is a very very very long blog.. and so.. i've decided to blog abt the 2nd day of my kotA trip tomorrow.. just in case.. anyone felt asleep during this blog... thank you all for your attention!! i'm feeling so energetic and high now!!! my trip was fun!! no school tomorroW!!

For those who are interested to take a look at the beautiful resort we're staying in.. refer to.. http://www.kota-rainforest.com.my/


*Energetic* Toast

the time now is 1.40am.. and my lesson starts at 10am tomorrow.. looking at the situation now.. i guess tomolo i shall self declare 2 hours break for myself.. which means i shall only go to sch at 12pm!! i'm feeling very tired now.. reach home at about 11.30pm from the home nursing course.. went for late dinner with Jieying after the class at the 'Heng Hwa Restaurant' opposite HQ.. well... the food there quite ok.. price very Ok as weLL.. wahha..next monday will be the exam day already.. hope that i'll get thru and dun flung this course.. else.. it's a waste of my time.. today lesson starts at 8am.. and first lesson in the morning is... CLASS tEST!! what the hell.. and i screw up my paper.. i think very badly.. dun need to wait till next week for the teacher to announce.. i knew it myself. vERy weLL..!! im so tired today.. tot he extend tat right after 3 hours of E-Comm lab.. i rush home to sleep for 2 hours.. den go back for 2 hours of lab again.. b4 setting my butt off to lavender for the nursing course.. and gosh.. so many stuffs happen on sat and sun while i was away man.. referring to SJAB only.. so many many conflicts.. and i can sense that things isnt going on well.. gosh.. what should i do nexT?? i can see that alot of the junior officers are so pissed off with the management.. and some of them.. even prepared their resignation letter already... is it really worth it?? after all.. all of us came so long to this stage.. for what? for the sake of our cadets.. this Peoples are killing me.. mentally.. they are my mentors.. and it's impossible for us to stay on.. if they're leaving.. and this is the time when our SJab life are going to be at its peakest point.. it's only upon our graduation from the Officer Training Course date 25th Sept 2004... till then how should i answer to myself?? today just received another bad news... that jieying most probably gotta get transfer out of corp to handle with zone stuffs.. that means.. with fenmei and her departure.. i'm all alone running a school by myself!! gosh.. im still not yet mentally prepare..!! sjaB is killing me!! and i've just read from Jieying blog that.. there's only 2 alternatives for her.. either she'll resign or she'll get transfer out.. her buddy is resigning.. and i hope she dun go for the first choice. it's really killing me!! very dissappointed with how the things are now.. i've decided to blog abt my holiday trip tomorrow.. afterall.. i've the whole night to blog tomorrow.. no lesson on wed.. and i shall go off to dreAm of my deARLy wiL now.. ~~PEaCE PEACe PEACE PEACE~~~ Looking forward to ~PEACE & HARMONY~..


P/S: I'm so tired.. physically and mentally.. i nEEd a brEAK..!!

*Disappointed* Toast

deAr aLL... basically this blog was posted just to inform all my reader that... "I'M IN SINGAPORE!!!!" i reach singapore at about 9+.. 9.30pm.. hmm.. very tired now.. aching all over... well... i shall elaborate further on my trip tomorrow.. gotta cont with my revision already.. tml got class teST.. 70% of 30% of the total module assessment.. chim.. but nvm it's ok.. only exPErts understand.. well.. this gotTa be my shortest blog...


*Aching* Toast

im still feeling pretty emotionless today.. but still abit sad.. not becoz of him.. but becoz i juz lost my ring on my way back!! on the bus!! i couldnt find the ring!!! *sobZ sobZ*... im looking forward to my trip tomorrow.. if nothing goes wrong.. i should be able to leave peacefully... well.. woke up pretty early today.. around 12.. had my usual cornflake breakfast.. den sat in front of my com and burn my mp3 again!! the previous 1 was abit faulty.. was chatting online as well... all the way until 3+ den i set off to Kovan to meet jieying.. she was late.. so.. i went to buy her a card.. to congrats her on her promotion tomorrow.. we've promise to go thru all yysjab related issue together.. but for once.. im not going to keep my promise.. im kind of stress up.. need to get away.. im the balloon tat's blowing off soon.. tomorrow i guess.. shall be a joyful events.. yuying corp officer is being promoted.. yuying corp superintendent is promoted as well.. and that Mrs Richard Mahindapala.. not forgetting.. yysjab will be receiving lotsa awards tomorrow.. hooRAy to Them.. i should be able to sense the joy of them from hq.. tat's yuying-ian telepathy.. okok.. back to meet jieying.. she was late.. i specially went down to kovan to eat duck rice.. but they dun have duck.. only chicken!! so i switch to laska..we had our dinner.. and proceed to hQ for our home nursing course.. today is the last lesson.. next monday will be revision follow by exam.. im so tense up with the exam.. this time round.. it's all officer around me.. i kinda feel the stress already.. cannot fail.. fail liao very paisei 1.. muZ pass.. muz PASS!!! i wanna proceed on with the instructor course.. i promise myself to lead a beautiful life.. and so.. i should juz grab on any chance to make myself better.. and tat includes being a home nursing instructor.. if im able to pass my current course and proceed to the instructor course.. i'll be the pioneer batch!! waYs to gO~~ have been packing my luggage for the past few hours.. i think i brought quite alot of stuffs.. but bobianz.. that's Christina.. hee hEe.. oh ya.. and i would like to take this opportunity to express my sincere apology to fenmei.. she didnt reply to my sms.. im wondering if she's angry with me.. i didnt mean to pai sang u these 2 days.. i seriously need to get away to adjust my emotion for a better me in the future.. sorRy soRRY!! and yeah.. im looking forward to see the waterfall and also.. FIREFLIES... fireflies.. seems to only appears in my dream.. wow.. i shall take lotsa pics back man.. provided we're allow to lar.. well... all in all.. i shall just enjoy and enjoy and enjoy!!! it's 4am now.. need to sleep.. coz we're leaving in the morning.. good nitez to all.. and cya around soon..


P/S: Dear all, Msia is pretty dangerous now with their security and bird flu thingy.. pray for my safety return eh?? meanwhile.. cont to leave comments.. cya all..

P/Ss: oh ya.. new reader in da house.. that's shAron.. thanks sHaron.. i promise u.. i shall enjoy myself to the max.. and sorry for the nonsense earlier on man.. i was juz fooling around.. im too bored.. amy is ignoring me becoz of 1 felloW..!~~~ *sobZ sObz*

*Looking forwarD* Toast

well.. this was suppose to be 9th sep blog post.. but i've forgetten to blog after i finish my tv show.. so i decided to blog on 10th sep.. but still leave it as 9th sep.. hmm.. today was a emotionless day.. with not much heartfelt feeling since last night.. thinking thru so much.. it's good tat still able to remain as frendS!! i guess so.. woke up at 9.30 den slack till 10.. and finally till 11.. almost got late man.. prepare prepare.. meet him up at noon time.. den went down to PS.. he went for lunch and den.. went to watch 'Man on Fire'.. kind of reluctant to watch this movie initially.. coz it sound like those fighting show. which i dun like.. but bobianz.. the rest of the show.. either is M18.. other is R21.. and i cant possible ask him to watch 'The Cinderella Story' though i really wan to watch.. nvm.. i shall find some other pple to watch or worst still.. watch myself..i have yet to trY that man!! well.. 'Man on Fire' was abit violent.. but it was nice.. the storyline is supert.. it's damn touching.. and of coz.. sAD!! i cried in the cinema!! ok lar.. not exactly cried.. but a few tears lar.. hmm.. after tat.. walk around Ps for awhile.. and home.. well. tat's was my day... oh ya.. broke the news to my mummy tat im leaving to Kota Tinggi on sat morning till sun evening.. i wan to see the fireflies!! but they object.. strongly objecT!! they say it's bird fLu.. i was so angry.. so pissED!! we have already made all the necessary arrangement and booking!!! so i locked myself up in my room.. and went on a food strike!! i refused to take my dinner!! but they cant be bother.. *sad*.. and im so proud to list out what i ate yest... for the entire day.. i had a serving of cornflake.. follow by coke in the afternoon.. and lastly.. 4 pieces of homemade choc cookies.. tat's cool.. isnt it?? healthy diet!! i shall go on more food strike!! shall come back to blog more later...

*Looking forward to my Kota Trip.. fireFLies...*i seriously neEd to get awAY from singapore*!!!!

*Emotionless* Toast

everything is finally coming to an end tonight.. hope so.. im feeling so shit for having drag this issue on for so many months.. it's a painful painful tearful night... 2 years 7 months.. it may seems like it's only yesterday.. but b4 i can realise that.. it's already 2 years 7 months.. many did not know... feeling really painful now.. there's only pain and sorrow.. it's had been the hell for me for the past few months..for the past few months.. so many setback for me.. so many unhappy occasions.. that turns my life upside down.. he's been my mental pillar support.. he arent aware of it.. but i am... nevertheless.. past few months was also the the time when few happy occasion takes place... but no matter what.. now it's finally the time to let go after so long.. so many months.. it's a major decision for me.. it wasnt a easy 1.. i had enough of everything.. to stuck in this bloody situation.. when it's getting no where for the both of us.. all these while.. i had been pinning a little hope on our future.. and sumhow.. i see no future for the both of us.. definately.. not now.. and i guess... this shall really be the time.. for me to let go.. and gets on.. life still goes on.. it's shall be a part of my growing process... it's juz fated tat we're not meant to be together.. it's now the time when i wan to LEAD MY OWN LIFE.. i wanna lead a beautiful life.. juz like the others.. i wanna be as caREFREE as i can.. i shall carry on with the wonderful life that my parent had award me upon birth.. otherwise it shall be painful forever.. tonight is finally the time.. when i ask him to let me go.. tell me it's all over.. coz i dun wan to get stuck at this deep shit forever...i really hope that tonight shall be the last time i gonna get involve in all this nonsense.. there's so much feeling arousing within me.. and yet im so speechless.. i know it may be diffcult for me to accept him as a fren and nuthings more than fren... but i will try.. i will try very very hard... i wanna be a beautiful.. pretty.. attractive.. gorgeous LIBRAN..CHRISTINA.. afterall i should live up to my name.. to the impression that i alway give the others... cHEERFUL!!... i juz hope life gets better for me..yEs it will!!.. the peakest point of my life should start here.. and for that.. i need lots of encouragement and support from pple around me.. dear friends.. i seriously need that.. but no doubts... my Life still goEs on.. for a bettER me.. in a BeTTEr waY..

*Heartbreak* TOast

today is a boring day.. nothing happening on.. slept till 3+pm den wake up.. and slack.. until evening den start studying for my marketing paper.. and till now.. the time is 12.19am.. i've hardly cover half of what im suppose to..hwahha.. there goes my targetted B for this paper man.. wahha.. heard that the School belle and beau team went to NYP today.. funny.. they posted on the webby that they'll go on 3rd sep instead eh.. cannot make it.. hmm.. today he took the iniative to sms me.. asking me how's my preparation going along.. but the conversation didnt last long though.. wahha.. im so slack now.. cant concentrate on my revision!! there really goes my B.. most probably a C or D.. oh ya.. and 1 stupid ArSe... LEk JY.. she scold me stupid in her blog.. bikini as a bdaY gift for u is crEAtive ok.. i wanna let the whole world know how heartless she is.. she opened the gift in sch.. and after tat.. she refused to open it at home.. and try on the size.. even after much pestering from me.. she insist that she gotta open all her gift after 1 month.. and keep saying we're stupid.. den alway give me this bloody glance when i mentioned abt her bikini.. ATTROCIOUS!! now i know a fEw secrET abt her.. hey.. this goes out to u.. beTTEr not proVOke me ok!! well my day juz went off like this.. today was a boring day.. juz updating for the sake of updating..

P/S: I hate AMY!! she's alway reading my blog and yet refusing to leave comment.. i hATE YOU!!

*Counting down to my last paper.. tOMOLO!! and no matter what.. i shall do a post-exam celebration this weeK!!!



*SlACK* Toast

arge.. today is 6th sep.. math paper was horrible.. attrocious.. very likely going to flung this paper again.. juz hope not too badly.. until receive counselling letter again!! hmm.. rush back home after math paper.. bath.. change.. den went to meet jieying to go army Open House.. oh.. again.. attrocious.. the NS guys there are really disappointing.. entire camp didnt really spot sumone nice.. but it's ok.. there must be some nice one hiding in some corner..it rain so we didnt really manage to walk to every single corner.. but it's ok.. not a bad experience.. at least i know more abt Army Life.. and of coz OCS.. the place where he come from!! wahha...hmm... neXt year shall go agAin if there's a chanCE!! and thanks to the rain.. it cause me a slight headache after that.. haha.. aFter AOH went back to jurong east to take our dinner den go back HQ for the home nursing course.. and oh no.. it's compulsory to attend the instructor course upon completing the current 1.. and very likely the instructor course gotta crash with my sch exam.. how how? and they will witheld my current cert until u finish ur instructor... seems like i got no other choice.. but let's juz pray hard it dun crash man.. and i kind of got nag/scolded for putting too much time in sjab.. worst still not from my parent/family.. but from him man.. aRse... reach home at abt 11.. den bath and online awhile.. den talk to him over phone.. he sounded quite ill.. but he insisted that he's not really that ill.. fine.. let him be.. well guess.. today wasnt a too bad day.. except for the math paper in the morning.. and i shall go to bed soon to dream of my dearly Wil.. :)

there's no such thing as friends forever... coz no matter how dearly you are to one another.. there's still this day when there'll be misunderstanding and quarrel.. when thing gets out of hand.. and moments of anguish occurs until the whole issue are resolve by either one party.. and who's going to be the one this time round? i get really upset whenever qurrels occurs with anyone.. esp with those are dearly to me.. family and friends.. these are the people who are very important to me in my life.. i guess that F.A.C.P.Y are all important to one another.. coz we all appear and know each other in the process of growing up.. the Cs are all important... it's juz that we dun have the habit of opening up to one another and tell each other how important they are to us.. and we've never did so too...and im feeling really upset now.. the joYs we had from yesterday didnt last till today... tml gotta be another studying day.. tomolo will be 3rd September..

**Counting down to 3rd September - A Important Day in MY LIFE..A Day that belongs to YOU and ME ONLY..**

P/S: we have indeed grow up.. no more the 'us' we used to be that never admit mistakes... CheerZ to u and me..


Toast
12.06am

"I'm deMoraLised.. I'm dePressed.. I'm disAppointed.. I'm disCouraged.. i'm no longer the HAPPY me.." today isnt a very nice day though.. which it's suppose to be a joyful 1.. yet it turn out to be a not so nice day... firstly, i met the bloody asshole which i think could be the 1 who pick my phone and keeping for herself in my own sec sch.. im sad to have such kind of unhonest friend... these people aint worth to be my fren.. they're like the dirt on the floor.. talking to her can make me puke and BP rise up all the way.. so damn calculative.. cursed you to be poor FOREVER!! i'm angrY!! so anything sound cruels or wat can also come from me.. secondly. i had a hard time talking to my sec 4s.. dunno what they're thinking.. first time in my time.. felt so stress with them.. i'm so stress up with sjAB.. it could be very likely that we're going back Silver award again.. which i dun wan.. coz i dun wan my cadeTs to be laugh by the damn NCC boys.. Thirdly.. it's such a tiring day.. to shop the entire far eASt.. for giftS!! den walk from far east to wisMa to Taka.. to PS.. and finally.. i give up.. took bus to bugis.. b4 we proceed to beach road army market to buy dinner den to hQ for meeting.. the draggy meeting ends at 10.30 odd.. so damn late.. and by the time i read home.. it's close to 12... so irritating.. waited such a long time for bus 147... and worst still i think it's eerie.. b4 i alight 70 to transit 147..i ming ming saw the bus behind my bus 70.. but i waited for a total of close to 30 mins for my bus 147... so where the hell did that bus 147 which me and F darling saw goes to?? it remain as a mystery... hope tomolo gathering with my darling can lighter up my mood rite now.. i love you daRLingS!!

Looking forward to seeing youSsss....!!!

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Christina
17 Oct 86
Libran
Baby of the family
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